Showing posts with label Nostalgia. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Nostalgia. Show all posts

Thursday, December 10, 2009

Sunshine on Snow


Pebbles again has access to the greater range of the side pasture.  She has spent much of the last several days standing along the fence communicating with horses who live on the other side. When she realizes that we are out by her feeding area, she bounds across the dry snow-filled irrigation ditch and larrups up to her feed bin, neighing joyfully. This morning she was taking a rest in the winter sunshine while I hung sheets on the porch clothesline.


Bare trees along the ditch cast shadows on the snow.


Looking across the yard toward the highway with the foothills of the Wind River Mtns beyond.


It has been so very cold the past nights---way below zero F. I have put up the heavy lined curtains I made to keep the chill of the unheated back entry from leaching warmth from the living area. Frost has built up on the edges of the French door in the entry.


The chilly entry is not a place to linger, although a few geraniums, a struggling rosemary and a Christmas cactus seem to be thriving there.

I couldn't resist pegging the clean flannel sheets on the porch line today. The low sun slants onto the south end of the porch and all day the wind was still. I knew the sheets would only partially dry, but we like the smell of line-dried bedding.  Twenty minutes in the dryer late this afternoon finished the process and made the house smell of cold snow and sun.
At my grandfather's farmhouse, the laundry was done once a week. There was a large galvanized electric washing machine with an attached wringer.  This large beast lived in a corner of the long narrow dining room.  On washday mornings it was trundled into the kitchen and positioned between the sink and the wood cook stove, with a "washtub" set on a wooden stand behind it. The tall water heater in the corner didn't provide enough hot water to fill both the washer and the rinse tub, so water was dipped from the resevoir on the wood stove and supplemented with still more boiling water from several hefty teakettles. My Uncle Bill who supervised the laundry, added a large scoop of Oxydol soap powder to the washer and turned on the agitator, producing mountains of white suds and filling the air with bleach-y steam.  In time honored fashion the sheets were allowed in first, chugging until Bill considered them clean. Then while the agitator rested, the steamy lengths were hauled out and fed through the wringer rollers into the rinse tub. I had been told terrible tales of children who unwarily caught a hand in the wringer and were pulled in, perhaps to lose an arm!  I was fascinated by the process, but kept my distance! I was allowed to squish the sheets about in the rinse tub, after which Uncle Bill fed them back through the wringer to land on the closed top of the washing machine.  From there they were plopped in a twisted heap into the laundry basket to be carried out to the lines.
In summer the drying yard off the back porch was a delightful place. There was springy green grass under the clothes lines, the vegetable garden lay slightly lower below a crumbling stone wall and a sour cherry tree bent delicate graceful branches.  In winter, being bounded on the west by a wall of the main house, and to the south by the kitchen ell, it was a cold and shadowed spot, open only to the chilly north and east.
The front porch of the house faced due south and clotheslines were run under its low roof.  Here, in winter the sheets were hung to freeze, flapping and booming when the wind billowed their stiff pristine folds.  I loved to play on the porch during the short December and January days, while the linens snapped and tugged at their wooden pegs, casting strange blue shadows over the porch. 
Towels were draped over a swoop of line which ran behind the kitchen woodstove, while a wooden clothes horse had pride of place over the hot air register in the dining room. Heavy clothing went on the top rails while the socks and underwear dangled at the very bottom. If the washing was a large one and it was especially cold outside, spare chairs were drawn up near the register to be draped with my grandfather's heavy flannel shirts and his "unionsuits."  Summer or winter, the laundry was done, the washing machine drained, wiped dry and wheeled back to its resting place long before dinner time. The washtub and wooden stand went out to drip on the back porch, the floor was mopped.
My uncle had worked a few summers as a young man at a guest hotel and learned to use an electric "mangle."  He bought one second-hand and used it cleverly to press the sheets when they were still barely damp, and even to iron the sleeves and collars of shirts--a delicate task which involved using a lever to open and close the hot jaws of the device. As he worked, the dining/kitchen ell filled with the hot scent of clean, crisply pressed laundry.
For years now, the aisles of supermarkets have been filled with a huge array of cleaning aides; I can choose a detergent with bleach, one with "mountain fresh" scent, a spray cleaner to use on tough stains [never quite as effective as the trusty old bar of yellow "Fel's Naptha!]  I can add a slosh of fabric softener to the automatic washer's dispenser which will leave the laundry smelling of lavender, or vanilla or "powder soft."  If I choose a rainy or cold day as laundry day, or if I am unbearably lazy, everything gets chucked in the dryer.
We're a thrify bunch in this family, so most of us still have a  clothes line and the modern descendent of the wooden clothes horse lurking just out of sight. Sometimes, for pure nostalgia's sake, I conjure up the nose-stinging odor of Oxydol suds and the crackling sound and swaying shadows of frozen sheets which shivered  in the cold sunshine of my grandfather's front porch.

Friday, September 11, 2009

Chelsea, Vermont

Blackberries
Meadowbrook School, Chelsea, Vermont


Old country store, Chelsea



The hardware store



August 29, Saturday, was cold and rainy, a day with no hint of summer lingering in the grey sky and chilly air. Our motor home was parked in my sister's yard which is a large space encircled with trees, saplings and underbrush. We crawled from under our blankets, fed Raisin the cat and trudged through wet grass to the house lured by the thought of hot coffee.

The arrangements for our Dad's memorial service had been made for the following day, we had gathered in groups to sort, pack, discard, clean at his house. We had thought this would be a good time to drive to southern Vermont and visit with J.'s aunt and his cousins. This plan bogged down when the cousins didn't answer phones and no reunion could be arranged.

J. sat staring glumly over his coffee mug, the rain dripped down, sister's dog and cat came in wet-footed from a brief and dutiful foray into the yard. I offered suggestions which were met with monosyllabic grunts.

Suddenly J. stirred from his gloomy reverie and stated, "We can drive to Chelsea." I wasn't immediately enthused. Chelsea, Vermont is the place that in his rather nomadic childhood J. considered "home." Our last visit there was undertaken about six or seven years ago. We had flown to Vermont, rented a car, and J. decided that an expedition should be launched with the idea of showing our daughter and her children the family home site. It was one of those occasions which joined the collection of "typical Whitehurst journeys"--memorable in retrospect for ridiculous things rather than for hallowed trysts. Daughter and grand daughter took turns whining that they were "going to puke", turning various unsavory shades of green with car sickness. Grandson bounced on the back seat announcing that he was hungry, interspersed with "when are we going to get there?" When we did arrive after swooping up and down dirt roads J found that the old logging road, scene of his adventures with his twin brother was overgrown with brambles and sumac. After an hour of plunging through the woods, disgruntled tribe in tow, he gave up on the family history lesson. The fresh air had restored daughter and grand daughter, everyone confessed to feeling starved. Driving from one hamlet to another in search of a meal, we discovered that it must be "off season" as every cafe and eatery had closed for the afternoon. Finally, after an hour or so of drifting we happened on an old brick building which offered an assortment of country store items and a soup and salad bar. Daughter made a beeline to lift the lid of the soup caldron from which issued a savory smell. Clanging the lid back in place, gasping with horrified laughter, she announced in a stage whisper that there was a FLY floating in the soup! I seem to recall that we had fresh sandwiches made and sat there eating them, meeting each others eyes and bursting into barely smothered snorts.

It was only J. and I making the trip on this rainy Saturday. We were both tired and said little as we drove over Brandon Gap. Wind whipped the roadside trees and green leaves lay plastered on the pavement. We passed through familiar villages where stately old houses clustered around the common. In dooryards, stands of golden glow, phlox and rudbeckia bowed nearly horizontal, colorful heads dragging on wet grass. Dahlias held proud blooms of dark red and purple above the sodden wreckage of lesser flowers. We noted how side-hill pastures were empty of milk cows, goldenrod and juniper and steeple bush taking over what had been grazing land a decade or two ago. Noble barns with upper bays for hay storage, lower stables for cattle stood empty, red paint peeling. Small graveyards encircled with spikey metal fences loomed in the dankness of mid day, white marble headstones black streaked with lichen.

J. drove on determinedly, turning onto the dirt road that would take us past the old home place. Running water had cut out the sides of the narrow track overhung with dripping trees.

"Do you want to stop and take a picture?" I asked. He slowed near the neat cottage which had replaced the small cobbled-together dwelling of a half century ago. Slowed and then drove on to the nearby school house. I asked why this particular place was special among the many places the family had stayed. "I suppose," he replied, "because this was the first place that my parents had owned and I was the right age to enjoy it."

When we stopped at the old brick store in town where J. took photos and bought wintergreen patties of a bilious pink, the store keeper told him that there had been so much summer rain that the rivers and brooks had overflowed their banks.

We drove slowly back, stopped for a late lunch at a restaurant we used to know. While we ate, an elderly man came in carrying black berries in a plastic cool whip container. He asked the young waitress if the manager would buy the berries for making pies. The girl explained that all the pies were made from canned prepared fillings. On impulse I pulled a 5 dollar bill from my wallet, having overheard the price the man was asking for his berries. They weren't the biggest berries I've seen or picked myself, but I thought of his labor, clamboring through wet underbrush, brambles clinging to his clothes. I looked at his knarled hands. He saw me eyeing a large bandaid on his wrist. "I got snagged picking the berries and it bled forever," he explained.

I paid for the berries. Blackberries, he told me earnestly, had more nutritional value than strawberries--"the darker the berries, the more goodness."

We watched him go out to his old van, a tall lean figure, only slightly stooped, eyes a far-seeing gentle blue under his shabby cap. That evening at my sister's house, we ate the blackberries with a splash of cream.





Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Dusk

Pasque flowers blooming on the dry lot
Cat tails at the edge of the pond

Pebbles waits at the fence


Another century; New Vermont cemetery, Bolton, NY
I don't often write poetry--when I do it is debatable whether it should be shared, but this is among friends. These words tumbled into my mind more than a year ago in a moment of nostalgia. I tried to capture a barrage of impressions, both immediate and far removed.
Dusk
6-18-08

I walk at evening’s dusk along the cracked-clay track,
Past red-winged blackbirds swaying on last year’s mop-head cat tails.
At the dip in the road coolness swirls, pond scented,
Layered with the sun-warmed purple sweetness of matted weed.
Fragments of a bird’s egg, brown-freckled blue, lie, delicate, in a cup of dry earth.
Ahead, doves mourn softly from the cottonwoods lining the ditch.
Near the house the bay horse whickers from her pasture.
A snipe plummets, winnowing down darkening sky.
The screens of memory shift and slide across my mind;
Another path, another century.
For a moment I wonder where—and when—I am.