Sundown and the simultaneous rising of the full moon nearly caught us unaware. The autumn week when clocks turn back to standard time always feels off-kilter.
Sunlight was already retreating from the east meadow when Jim remarked, 'If we're going to walk this evening we'd better get out there.'
I hastily stacked and rinsed supper dishes; Jim was waiting in the yard as I stood yanking at the recalcitrant zipper on my jacket. He reached out a gloved hand and began towing me up the gravel drive. I scuffed along trying to avoid stepping on the spill of black walnuts that spread like yellow tennis balls waiting to roll under my feet.
Intent on my feet I nearly missed the emergence of the moon, huge, smokey red-gold, the super 'Beaver Moon.'
In a vaguely academic way I know that planet earth revolves around the sun, the moon rides a slightly elliptical path around the earth, the two mysteriously wonderful functions creating an endless cycle of daylight and night time, seasons of sunlit growth and the fallow time of winter.
Jim tries to give me a simplified textbook explanation while I stubbornly persist in the sense of the moon rapidly changing position, moving with us as we walk up the slope of the pasture.
The sun falls into the southwest edge of the ravine, the moon, sailing upward, escapes the treetops that bound the northeast edge of our long meadow.
Hickory nuts crunch under our shoes, pressed into the coarse grass to mingle with the broken shells of last fall's crop.
It is cooling rapidly as the sun goes down, a damp chill creeping out from the tangled trees as we round the eastern property line.
I rock back on my heels to avoid stepping on a dark 'wooly bear' caterpillar trundling weightlessly through the roughly cropped verge of the path.
The outdoor cats, Willis and Shelby, have taken a short cut from the garden to meet us as we stride down the slope. They follow erratically, halting to sniff and fuss over things we cannot smell or see. Willis 'marks' the shed door, tail twitching with the effort. Shelby skitters between our moving feet, flings herself down to roll, white belly fur bright in the fading light
A squirrel dashes in front of us, races across the mossy incline to fling himself up the trunk of a leaning maple, bouncing from there to the higher branches of the hickory tree that glows bronze and gold in the setting sun.
Jim is ready to go inside after the half mile loop brings us back to the front dooryard; I can't bear to go in and shut myself away from the colors sweeping across the sky.
The sun has plunged into the ravine leaving behind a wash of pale saffron. Hands in jacket pockets I walk back up the path. The moon is huge, riding a low arc. Walking toward it I am surprised to notice that my shadow, crazily thinned and elongated walks before me. The slender fruit trees our neighbor has planted to line the gravel lane likewise are casting shadows, thin leafless stick-shadows of deeper green against the rough grass. Turning I am awed by the flush of color in the western sky: pale yellow, ochre, coral, rose-gold, flaring, shifting and fading as I watch.
Walking parallel to the boundary fence I stoop to pick up a bird's nest lying beneath the large hickory. How did I not see it on the first round of our walk?
Examining the nest in the light of morning I discover the inside is lined with long silver hairs
Are they mine? There are coarser hairs woven into the rim, perhaps from the neighbor's elderly white mule.
I consider how I push a dustmop around the floors nearly every morning going out into the yard to shake off the gathered fluff--cat hair--always cat hair--strands of my long hair, miniscule particles of whatever has landed on the floor during the day.
There is a tiny curl of thread in the bottom of the nest--the same bland shade of thread I use in my sewing machine. A fuzzy white oval of what might be quilt batting--or a seed head--is embedded in the side of the nest. I'm curious, but don't want to risk deconstructing this little creation by prodding at the components.
Willis, walking with us each evening.
The moon, a day past full splendor, did not rise until well after dark this evening.
We walked under a sky still sharply blue as the sun slid behind the hills.
The day has been breezy, more leaves have drifted from the maples and tulip poplars. The sycamores are nearly bare, their huge leaves lying like crumpled paper on the ground. Hickories are still russet-gold, here and there a frail dogwood is a splash of deep crimson.
Frost Moon is another name for this November moon, but as yet we've had no killing frost.
The earth will continue to turn, the waning gibbous moon will move toward its dark monthly phase.
Evening walks will soon become afternoon strolls with weeks of weather that call for warm jackets, scarves, gloves, sturdy boots.
In a world that seems so fraught and uncertain the timeless turning of the seasons is a comfort.

